vent.

I had grown tired of you and your mischievous, caniving ways to rip apart any relationship I had. Others have finally realized the thing I realized almost a year ago. That you are to not be trusted. That you will use things I say to you as a backbone to your arguments with others. You are a sad pathetic person because of your own decisions. No one has hurt you as much as you think they did. Karma will come right back at you and I hope it comes back to you with a vengeance. I have had people in my life that I thought I could trust turn out to be not trustworthy at all. But none like you. You are a different form of untrustworthy. I have often used the word "evil" to describe you. And I really believe that is what you are. I think your sole purpose in this life is to make everyone around you as miserable as you are.

I get it, you liked a guy.
I could go so much to say that I loved the guy for God knows what reasons.
But if you really cared about him as much as you say you did, wouldn't you just let him go and be happy. Any way possible. Even if that means sadness for you. Sadness will go away. Happiness will reappear.

Stop playing the victim.