happyhappyhappy

So completely content with life right now and I feel great about it. I think the worst thing that's happened to me in the past month or so is that I started to get into the Twilight series. It's been pretty bad. I think I just like to look at Robert Pattinson, or at least that's been my excuse.

When I finally decided about a month or so ago to just do things and talk to people that make me happy, it seriously was the best decision of my life. And I'm not necessarily cutting people out of my life, I just think that I shouldn't have to feel obligated to hang out with people or talk with people that really bother me or have hurt me in the past (so much so that I can't forgive them). I realized the person I want to be and that person is happy. I'm tired of being this masochist which if you look at my track record any psychiatrist would think I was.

I, of course, am not perfect and have my weak moments of going back to my old ways. But I think I'm starting to realize when I'm in the middle of a weak moment and snap out of it. I think six years of wishing on 11:11 for the same wish has finally paid off. :)