Like the moon needs poetry, you need me

Things I've learned in the past month, since I last blogged:

1. If the last thing I do before I get out of the shower is wash my hair, my hair looks fucking great.
2. On another hair note, my hair looks better using Baltimore water than Toms River water..what the efff.
3. I seem to easily forget and forgive everything "bad" that has been done to me, but for some reason there is literally one thing I can't forgive or forget and I want to so bad!
4. I look better when I'm tan than I do when I'm pale.
5. I want to re-vamp my look. Get a whole new style. I'm bored of this Forever 21/Target catalog girl.....but the dresses are so pretty!
6. Excercising is hard to get back into. Someone play tennis and basketball with me.
7. Seriously no one's going to listen to you anymore if you are going to keep getting upset about the same thing. You put yourself in this situation everytime knowing full well the result. I'm talking from personal experience!
8. Some people aren't that bad. I still don't want to hang out with them.
9. One of my best friends and a person that I miss on a daily basis lives in San Francisco and has been home for a month and I feel like I've been abandoning our friendship. What the hell is wrong with me??
10. I literally will never go anywhere in life if during the week as soon as I get home I lay in my bed and watch tv shows until I fall asleep
11. I want to learn how to swim, like really swim.
12. This may be TMI but I want to be more adventurous in bed! I used to be! Why do I feel like I'm 100?
13. That being said, I really have no privacy regarding things with my own life. I want to be more private but I don't want to be sketchy.
14. I like having  a secret between me and another person that obviously no one else knows about. And then when you are at a party or something with a lot of people, you can look at that person and be like "no one knows this thing about us. it's awesome!" I'm a weirdo.
15. I'm more afraid of commitment than I thought I was.

I think that's it. Now I suppose I should get ready for work considering it's 8:30 and I'm still in a towel.